

CutThe only pain I can control The self inflicted wound The words in my flesh are just a reminder Of all that I've been through Don't tell me that you love me Don't tell me that you understand Don't you dare tell me to stopCut
The guilt and the fear Cuts through my soul like the blade I have in my hands Is it a cry for help? I don't know When my world goes to hell It's the only thing that I know how to do well
So far there is Guilt Raped Pain Fear
What else will be added to the collection The brutal reminder... &nbs


To MeIf I could write a letter to me I know exactly what I'd say I'd start off by saying "Hey kid, you'll be just fine."To Me
Don't let those broads at school make you feel like You're not good enough
Perfect the way you are Now just eat your food Don't go skipping any meals Listen to Kale when he tell's you that you're not fat
There's more than that
Don't cry over him. He wasn't worth the time you wasted You deserved better Someone that would treat you right See you for what you are inside And not your last name Don't beg him to take y


DNRNext time I get into a fight and it turns out this bad I'll be in the hospital The ER to be exact I don't want to be waited on I don't want that at all I may be broken But I don't want to be fixed God knows it will happen again How many times do I need to deal with this? The pain that comes after the help I'm sick and tired of this story Hurry up and close the book I wish my mom would sign that paper The one that will tell them to leave me be I just want a DNR I know what my future holds Next time I'm in the ER I don't want to wake up IDNR


Mindless Rambling .:2:.What a horrible life I've really done it this time I'd write it all down but I don't have all dayMindless Rambling .:2:.
I wasn't a sobbing wreck before Now I'm sitting outside in the rain Any and all traces of a better mood is gone My thoughts slip from the realm of the sane and into dangerous land I'm dying inside Again It's obvious what happens next I'll beat myself up just a little bit more
Then I'll go downstairs I might just find myself in front of the liquor cabinet Could have sworn I had thrown it all out Luckily there's one more bottle stashed away
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My shiny blade of doom keeps me alive on even the brightest days!!
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~Broke the sissy boy's teeny toy heart in two
turned him into a video kid like you~
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Thank you as well!
Thank you again x 10!!
Though I think everything I write is horrible, I feel all proud when other people say they like it...I'm so weird xD
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